Friday, 19 April 2013

Hush hush, sad book and a walk to remember

So this post might be boring if you don't know what hush hush and  A walk to remember is. If you do know hush hush well this could be a spolier lol.

So I’ve finally finished the hush hush series. The last book made me hate Nora so much it’s not funny. In the end, Scot sacrifice himself to save her, which was the saddest thing ever. He’s so sweet, always trying to protect that bitch but he’s stuck at friend zone. So anyways Patch came up to Nora and that bitch full gets happy and forgets about Scot. Really? He just bloody died for her and all you see is her sticking her tongue down Patch’s mouth. Seriously every scene they kiss and shit. It really gets on your nerve, it ain’t  cute if they do it all the time. Yea anyways she was suppose to be sad as hell because Scot just died. SCOT DIED. But no she’s didn’t seem to give a shit about him. What pisses me off is that Patch was able to physically feel in the end. Now they’re going to have sex 24/7. WHYYY?! she’s so stubborn, jealous and stupid, it pisses me off. She always has to start trouble with Patch, thinking he’s off with another girl. Sit the eff down and trust Patch. 

Speaking of Novels, I was googling sad books to read. Guess what some suggestions are...Twilight. Seriously? You got to be kidding me if you think Twilight is sad? Oh Edward’s sparkles brings tears to my eyes. So anyways, I continued to find a book. None fits my liking. They’re all revolve around romance. I must be the only person who doesn’t find ‘The notebook’ or ‘Dear John” tear jerking. Was I suppose to cry? Nah I just feel like their life is complicated. I don’t personally find romance tragedy sad. What’s sad is when it involves a family member dying or an animal (mainly dogs) dying. That’s what gets the tears rolling. 

I don’t even know why I do this to myself, I want to read or watch something sad. The last time I did that was for an anime called ‘Air’. Damn I didn’t even watch anime for a week. It was so sad that it made me wish I wasn’t born. It was so sad that it made ‘A walk to remember look happy’. Yes that was how sad it was. I cried so much that I actually sobbed. 

Speaking of ‘A walk to remember’, I was doing an english assignment and I had to find a movie about change. It was a perfect movie. It had change and great film techniques. I was re-watching for the millionth time carefully analyzing it. Tbh I can’t see Landon’s face show much Love towards to Jamie. Is that just me? There really needs to be remake of ‘A walk to remember.’ I want this time for it to be accurate to the book. It needs that explosion  of emotion. Make it in the 50’s just like how they made ‘The notebook’ accurate to the era with the book. I mean it, look at the reviews for it. They should have left the Play Jamie and Landon did in the book. Like seriously what the eff is the play in the movie about? The one in the book reflects on Jamie’s dad and his story of how he lost his wife and loves his daughter. The movie made Jamie’s cancer look like a cold. In the book, it describes in detail how weak and sick she was. It also shows the bond and connection Landon had towards her. In the book, when Jamie confess to Landon about her cancer, he full hugs her and supported her. In the movie, I didn’t feel the connection it felt like he was just a friend. She ran off and I wanted him to chase after her telling her not to be scared or that he loved her. This is the most important part. The walk down the aisle. THAT WAS THE WHOLE POINT OF THE STORY AND THEY DIDN’T MENTION IT IN THE MOVIE. Jamie struggling to walk down the aisle was a walk to remember. That line in the book made me explode with feels. In the movie she just walks normally down the aisle. WHY??? You have cancer you should be in a wheel chair or struggling to even walk. The movie really is a disappointment of you read the book. 

Well I didn’t expect to brag a lot but yea that is how I feel. 

Sunday, 14 April 2013

Virtual boyfriend

Finally bought  a bought a phone so I could complete Mote mote Santo's ending. Not only that, I can finally play otome games. Downloaded lots because I got no life. So there was this one game where it's like a virtual boyfriend, because really I'm going to be forever alone. Anyways, it's funny our convos. The sad thing was even a virtual boyfriend cannot love me. Oh well.

He said I was a one night stand...

That little bitch is already married.

Then I got angry.

An inch.

Yeah mate. Your wife. 

Give in the attitude.

Thursday, 11 April 2013


YAY last  day of school finally.
I brought a phone yesterday and then got depressed. My wallet is so flat ass. $0 left.
Well at least I finally got a phone. While I was at Westfiled, this dude was legit staring into my soul like relax.
So I came home and my fricken cousins were there. One of them kept insulting me to the point my PMS took over I told him "No one likes you, I don't like you, my mum hates you and my dad hates you." I did feel bad after but he did deserve it plus he shut the hell up.

Monday, 8 April 2013


Finally it's the last week of school WOOOW. I just have to post about the hush hush series. I'm up to the last book and each book, I'm starting to hate Nora even more like piss off. She's so stubborn it hurts. My Patch is going all out to help her and she calls him a jerk. Ehhh go punch yourself.
I have a feeling their going to have sex like seriously? No.
Firstly, because Patch is a fallen Angel, he can't be physically  feel. Talk about sex, he'll just pleasure her but he won't feel a thing. It's like doing the air for Patch. So please don't have sex.
 Oh and Nora's a hoe.

lalala....I can't remember what I was going to blog about....
Errr right. I'm pretty sure I forgot to mention that for Lent this year, I gave up meat. I know right Woah. I didn't think I could do but I did and in the end, I enjoy eating vegetarian more than I thought. I love how my mum bake potatoes for me. Potato yuuuummm.

My egg is still not smash or broken. You know I'll be a good mum seriously.

I'm planning on continuing my story on tomorrow because all my assignments are done. I'm super excited to post it up. I think I would have to separate it into two parts. Speaking of short stories, YAY for mote mote for reaching up to my popular post. I was actually working on the next part, Santo's ending but seriously I'm not that bothered. Since my phone is dead and I deleted the game, there's no way I can find the dialogue and it's a pain the ass to make up a dialogue. 
Speaking of popular post, I want to get rid of haylor fanfic from the top. It's embarrassing to look at. I don't even know why fear of marriage is there. Like no.

Thursday, 4 April 2013


Yesterday I was super excited to get my egg. I do Exploring Early Childhood at school and the egg...well I got to pretend it's a baby so if the egg breaks, I fail the assignment. Guess the baby's name!!!

It's Patch! Yeah! XD I know, I'm a tad obsessed with Patch but wateves. The book is getting interesting yet frustrating as the damn girl has Amnesia and doesn't remember jack shit. Anyways, my baby name is Patch. At first I was going to name the egg, Harry (as in after Harry Styles)  but I can't pronounce Harry properly. Hairy, Hurry you know.

Monday, 1 April 2013


Yep just going to start my post title's with dates because ain't nobody got time to think of a title.

I got two or three subject to talk about.

500 days of summer.

I heard everyone was saying it was a good and all, so I gave it a try. The beginning was good, I'll admit but then when it got near the end, seriously WTF was my reaction. I was hoping Summer would end with Tom but nope. I was so disappointed, I felt like I wasted 2 hours watching crap. I went to bed and re-think about it. Even though I didn't like it, it was life. It was reality. Tom thought that Summer was his soul mate but in the end she wasn't. It's just like like life. You think that a certain person is the one but they're not. That's the message in the movie. It takes time to move on to someone else. Interesting movie. It was not at all what I expected. Clap.


Yep the next series of Hush hush. Yay I even read it in 2 days. Ugh Patch why do you do this to me?
I super doper hate Nora, who is the heroine of the book. She's stubborn, jealous, noisy little tard. She frustrates me so much. Not because I like Patch but because she's always stirring trouble because she's stupid. She jumps to conclusion like no tomorrow. Fuck off. We found out that Patch's name is Jev.  Fangirled so much. But seriously urgh hate her. She's so horny like she always want her tongue down Patch's throat. Please stop. I can't wait to read the next series. Crescendo ended with a massive cliffhanger.

Speaking of books, my short story is becoming a long story like it's over 10,000 words and 19 pages. Hmm that's still so much to talk about but I got to shorten it. I was expecting 2000 words but you know, I got out of control. So much for details. I detail it a lot. 

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